Well im wondering if anyones reading this. probually not, but I shall type away never the less.

Do you ever wonder what exactly your purpose in life is.
I wonder that al the time. OK im a mother, and a good one, considering I work, run a home and bring up the children singlehanded, but I still feel there something missing.

I have this saying about not being desperate to meet someone, but desperate to meet the right someone. I mean what if one never meets thier right someone.
Does on just have that empty space
And soul mates, do they exist, or do thousands of people like me kling onto the hope that they do, when really you should grab the 1st thing thats bareable.

Have you every had that strong feeling that there is someone out there for you, but you feel they are a million miles away.

I hope you dont think im a mushy romantic, when really actually im a realistic person.
I just wonder about the above.

Im not unhappy on my own, just sometimes wonder why im so darn bloody single. Maybe my own independance has made me like this.
Not a bad thing I guess, being independant.

Maybe next time I shall blog about some of my disasterous dates, and strange ex's sending my pictures of thier dangly bits