Do you ever feel really lost, like your not sure exactly your purpose.
I know I have work and the twins, hut sometimes I feel there is something missing,
Sometimes I think maybe I should try writing that book I have in my head, thats what im meant to do.
But I do not feel I have the tallent.

I just feel that my whole life is work, kids and keeping a home, surely there is more to life?

I still have tha feeling that my soul mate is so close I can almost smell and taste them, but at the same time know that they are a thousand miles away, and it worries me that our paths may never cross.

I will not just accept any relationship, i want a soul mate, with lovve and passion, like wuthering heights of Jane Ayre.
Is this asking too much

I want to feel like I can not breath when I am with them, or breath when i am without them